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Thunders of Love 
I like the sound of the cars from outside the windowI recognize your breathing next to meSilent and satisfiedYou're not in a hurry, just sleeping like a childThe lights from the cars are filling the bedroom repeatetlyI can't sleep tonightIt's like a thousands of thunders has taken over my body I can't get restAll I know in the dark and the sound of your breathing and the thunders in my body isThat
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Love equals a damaged mind and soul
Where is this love everyonekeep telling me about?I got lost in the search of itI wasn't ready or looking for itwhen it first came to meand I must admit that it was nothing likethey told it would beThe side of love I sawwas nothing like I expectedIt was painful and horribleIt sucked all laughter and happiness out of meSo please tell me once againWhy is this love so amazing as everybody says?'cause
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I shouldn't have loved you
I've forgotten how to love another man but youThe will, the spirit of loving another is goneI drown myself with self-destructive thoughtsand reasons of why you left meI am not sleeping anymoreJust eating pills and typing downall the thoughts that are breaking lose in my headWanting me to go get that gun and shoot myselfForget youI shouldn't have loved youHeidi FantasioPhoto: Lykke Liwith love, He
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Kærligheden jeg ikke kan slippe
Det gør stadig ufattelig ondt Tanken om at du ikke er minDe følelser jeg omfavnede med digGlæden ved at du var minDet gør ondtFor de findes ikke længereDe må ikke eksistereKan ikke få lov at blomstreFor du smed mig vækDet er svært at give slip på en kærlighedDu ikke ønsker at slippe With love Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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defeating our demons is a love poem
you gave me hope as I stood on the edge of the worldready to jump and forget the existence of my pathetic lifeit was so easy for you to reach meyou wanted to know me and the reason why I stood on the edgeI was emotionally slutty when I met youI needed to tell someone what happened with him and Iabout the chaos in my head and what a mess I've becomemy body was aching from beginning to end of my ind
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Not So Sad
It?s not so tragic lifeI look as I doI sing as I canI crave what I needI say what I wantI walk my walkI make my mistakesAnd it?s all okayWith Love,Heidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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Annoying Love
I want to forget youSo I started drinkingSeven days in the weekAll day, every dayYou?re only there half of the timeIn my headMessing with my heart and soulAlcohol and painkillers quiet the warIt all quiet the warBut when I sleep the voices come backWhen I stop drinkingMy heart aches and I continue Missing you every minuteWhy wont it stopLeave my bodyWith Love,Heidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantás
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Dark Place
Man you broke meLeft me in the darkWith no will to get outI am stranded in a world so darkSo coldWhy did you go?Can?t we try to fix what is broken?Why wouldn?t you try?Was I only pretty to have around?You did a great jobI can?t connect with the world no longerI am devastated and lostLost in the darkEven if there is a way out of hereI wont have the strenght to find itWhat is it worth?With Love,Heid
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I won't..
If I had a heartI would love you a thousand yearsBuy you presents when I wanted toKiss you ?cause I wanted toMake love to you whenever you wanted me toSmile at you when you are clumslyLaugh at you when you?re funnyLove you for what you areAnd what you did in your pastBut I don?t have a heartSo I don?t love youI won?t buy you presents, ?cause I don?t want toI won?t kiss you, ?cause I don?t want toI
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Us
You gave up on usOn meDidn?t have a chance to explainOr talk you out of itYou made your choiceSometimes love is so strongThat you can?t give up on itI guess you don?t feel the same wayAbout ?us?With Love,Heidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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Bound
Life has it?s many formsand I have been tryingto get a form that fitsmy whole lifebut everytime I get a new shapethere?s always one tiny mistakeand I failmaybe I should just forget about shaping and fitting into lifemaybe it?s better to be unfitable and just live with my deform and accept it for what it isafter all life is not that importantWith Love,Heidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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Getting Over You
I am afraid to give you upWhat if I can?t figure outA way to live without youWhat if my worlds crashesAnd you?re not there to pick me up?What if I die tomorrow and I can?t see your faceAs the last thing?Would you miss me if I died?Am I the only one missingWhat we had?With Love,Heidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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Cheated With Your Friend
I have commited a crimeYou gave me your heartAnd I slept with you best friendover what seems like yearsBut I wanted toSo I can get up in the morningWatch myself in the mirrorWithout feeling guiltyAlthough I loved you with all my heartAnd fell in love with your best friendI loved youWith Love,Heidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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One Last Question
I only have one constant thoughtIn my headIf I die tomorrow and have to askOne question before I go to hellI would ask if you?re missing meNot always, not everydayJust sometimesWith Love,Heidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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That Wednesday
That wednesdayWhen my world crashedMy heart stopped its beatingI fell in a deep ocean of sorrowMy soul turned blackMy thoughts lost its focusWho was I?Where was I heading?How could I possibly live my lifeWithout you in it?EverTo live foreverIn a world without youTo hold me, take care of meHug me, kiss me, lust after meWhat kind of life is that?How did I become so addicted to youAnd your twisted wa
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Reasons
it's hard not to be with youwatch you sleeplisten to your breathingit's all overit's all donemaybe we did a great thing herelearnt each other how to lovemaybe you just gave me 5 reasonsto commit suicideWith LoveHeidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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Beg You
One two I made it for youI begged you not to goleft me in the cornernow I try to standit's haunting my bleeding soulsorrow is the only lovei've ever knownplease don't gomy make up smeared eyeswont haunt you no morebut baby please don't goI made it all for youI beg you not to goWith Love,Heidi Fantasiowith love, Heidi Fantásio
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Miserable You(th)
the world has come to an endlife is no longer a happy journeyit's a never ending nightmareI keep running blindin a maze I can't figure outthe hunger of foodturns in my stomachbut I can't eatwon't enjoy the taste of meatjust throw it all up againmy body is already getting usedto my miserable lifestyle againthe mood sets in my psyche my mental statements are goneI'm swimming in a flood of confusiona
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